November 2000 , the month of my first triumph in the first publishing of my writings , and before the start of November 2007 , I want to repeat this days again as it was great , this poem I've wrote before in this great November , but i wasn't imagining that I'm going to live its story again after 7 years from publishing it , i realoaded the process with the same words again , in order just to remember , and keep the memorial ,
In the winter scary nights
I enjoyed thinking of rights
Given to me, and to those...
People, have I gained or lost
My concepts in this dreadful life
Am I a body without a soul nor a power of life?
Or a skeleton covered with skin and flesh
But its thoughts remain UN fresh
And decomposes before my death
I have tried to think of love
But there was always nothing to love
I felt my heart cold, even under a stove
But try to thoughts.... as same as me now
Love is only present with life
But me, fleshy body thinking mind
My aims only means unkind
For the daily dreadful life
Try with me to rescue
My thinking mind, my concepts
My heart and true...
Feelings I am living in now,
Take me out of that sea....
Of problems I am sinking in,
Give me love or...
Give me once, other than you to love
Be sure I will not refuse, love
Nor anyone, which is feeling of love
I’m not the person whom
These kinds of refusal in his mind
Think of that, and be sure
Anything you want is for you
Even if you needs, all the rest of my life
